swims a body of water
marked Disappointment Lake.
It could be

that it’s unimpressive,
but I’d like to think it was named
for holding lost hopes, for welcoming
wanderers who carry broken dreams

like stones in their hands.
It’s a lovely lake, really, with mist slinking in

like a prodigal cat each morning,
creeping over the surface and resting
its head on the pine-soft shore.

It’s a good lake, with reeds
and lily pads, and frogs for the lily pads,
and happy fish, and turtles lined up
sunning on blackened logs.

Wind riffles the surface and loons
tune the air tremulous with their song.

Silence flocks in from miles around.
And with it, the weary come.
Feet find cool water without compass or map.

All are certain of their purpose here.
Among the travelers
stand my mother—on a broad stretch
where the lake breathes and you

feel at home in its lungs—and there,
my father, who crouches now near an inlet,

thinking like a fish. Neither is aware
that the other is here.
My mother wears her patterned shirt

that always smelled of her: an old perfume
you can no longer buy and a mixture
of apricots and irritation, laughter,
and hay sweetened by the sun.

She holds in her palm
the baby teeth of all her children,

plucked from the top left bureau drawer
where they’ve hidden for years in tiny boxes.
Now, all the teeth are jumbled together,

molars rounded down by words for her ear,
canines that slid into strawberries and
nipped at flesh. They represent things with
capital letters: Forgetfulness, Longing, the Secrets

she was made to keep. My father, in another crook
of the lake’s body, wears a red plaid shirt

and glasses from two decades ago.
He’s holding a time-thin drawing
of a smiling girl in a purple dress

with a giant bow in her hair. He’s holding
a stack of business cards from jobs
he never liked. My mother tosses
the teeth in an arc and they join the water

like fat drops of rain.
They sink slowly, drifting

among soft plants and decaying fish,
until they settle in the sandy
bottom to become fossils my father

would like to find. My father tries
to scatter his papers but the wind
is wrong and they flap back to brush
his body and fall to the water’s surface.

So he picks them up
and wades with them into waist-high water,

the depth of a father in Lake Michigan
teaching a daughter not to be afraid.
He holds the papers under until

they grow pulpy in his fingers.
The water is soft around him like
a sleeper’s pulse. He raises his face
and sees what my mother, unseen, has

already seen: a kingfisher, watching.